I never loved nobody fully. always one foot on the ground. and by protecting my heart truly. i got lost in the sounds. i hear in my mind. all these voices. i hear in my mind all these words. i hear in my mind all this music. and it breaks my heart. and suppose i never met you. suppose we never fell in love. suppose i never ever let you kiss me so sweet and so soft. suppose i never ever saw you. suppose we never ever called. suppose i kept on singing love songs just to break my own fall. all my friends say that of course its gonna get better. its gonna get better.